Thread:YingHe/@comment-36159587-20191004051220/@comment-36159587-20191014055617

Five minutes later, my heart's still aching for my OC, which means I actually constructed a proper angst backstory oof

Galaxian's is also angst but haha I started off with so much cliché lol

(This would likely go onto my roleplaying thread but meh, too lazy to find it again for some reason)

Most of my OCs do not have good backstories. In fact all of them currently have angst in some part of it. Something's wrong with my mentality I guess, oof.



But hey! I'm getting better! And that's what counts! I think!

My writing/RPing quality's been dragging down because I have 0 motivation. It's what happens after such a long phase, everything wise.

Drawing seems to be my primary motivation at the moment, because it's kind of sorting out. I apparently need straight lines as bases, I need to draw big, and I need to add details later. Let's just see if I can remember.

I can't draw in a detailed manner, likely because I've drawn SS-style since I was younger (I've actually put effort into drawing for 3 years, but I have sketched since 3), and it's pretty general. Hair is more like me looking at the fanart, but I can't seem to change my style of drawing eyes (blocky eyes uwu), though I do seem to love adding a lot of individual designs to eyes.

I can't do proportions, though; I've yet to figure out my style for noses, and face proportions. In particular, body proportions. While that's been getting better, I haven't worked on it at all for the past few years.

I should draw more girls, I guess, too. Hopefully it's not as big of a leap from guys, however.

I do believe my style's hinting itself to me; I plan on using a lot of fall break to draw. But, I do need to watch out for the time, too. I nearly forgot I have a shift on Friday, and I do have more homework to do than just to draw @Myself :P.

I should get some sleep, too. So, oyasuminasai.

Tried to do some forms, failed. I can't type down creepy appearances near 0:00. It just doesn't work.

-Galaxian-