Thread:Crowsoul50/@comment-33229352-20191213044053/@comment-33229352-20191220053029

She thinks formerly mortal deities don’t deserve their position and, while there are a few that are okay, most of them stumbled into it by luck and shouldn’t have gotten immortality/a second chance at life. Especially with Ishmael, she doesn’t think that he’s strong enough to fully represent what he’s god of. To her, peace can be achieved through conflict and Ish wasn’t doing enough to protect the environment and could of used his military prowess as a means of control rather than running around saving people who don’t deserve to be saved. Overall she thinks she could do a better job and thinks divinity should be something earned and not randomly gained by a mortal suffering a near-death experience))

“Well, I’m going to apologize,” Ishmael replied. “I don’t know you and I made quite an awful first impression there. I’m not normally like that, but I’ve been under a lot of stress lately, and I guess it had to be released somewhere. I’m sorry that it was directed at you. You didn’t deserve it.” Oop, here we go, another long talk. “To be honest, I’m not sure why I’m here. Not all deities protect and guide people. I could name several that do the exact opposite, in fact, but that’s not the point. What I’m trying to say is I’m doing the best I can with what I’ve got. The Bushbeasts are protected in my domain. Outside of it, they would be hunted for the amber in their eyes, but in my forest they are shielded from poachers. But I don’t want to order them around. They’re sentient, and given the species origin, I don’t want to do that. Telling them what to do makes me feel like they’re beneath me or my servants or something, and they’re not.”