Thread:Crowsoul50/@comment-33229352-20190304041126/@comment-33229352-20190904032048

It's funky how the way and environment you're raised in can affect you in so many little ways

Like I eat my food fast as hell because I live in a house with four other teenagers and if I don't eat something now, it's bound to be taken later

whenever i'm out with other people im not even aware that im wolfing stuff down as fast as i am until i notice the pace other people are eating

but i also have food anxiety?? I dont know how else to describe it?? I just straight up dont like eating in front of people and idk why so once im like 'oh crap someone's watching me' i slow down dramatically and just start pushing it around my plate lol

i dunno, life's wack sometimes