Thread:DragonNinja01/@comment-38036641-20190427053057/@comment-38036641-20190516221036

Seems my wonderings and fears about friendship are true, not that I didn't believe them, I just hoped that it wouldn't happen....but, it did. You never know who your true friends are and you can't always stay as positive as you can get when you have friends. Guess I learned that the hard way.

But this is just me talking more to myself since....I'm not sure I can talk to anyone about this except my mom but...even I don't think I can hide it from her any longer. At first, I thought that I didn't need friends and can be fine with myself. Turns out.... every time I think that I don't have friends IRL, I start to break down. And all those hidden tears came out just now because....now I know I can only treasure the true friends who I know will be there. But...even now, I'm not sure if I should hold on tight to the friends I have now because of the fear in me.