Thread:DragonNinja01/@comment-38036641-20190522041146/@comment-36159587-20190530210607

 Galaxian laughed without humor as he looked at the cat's expression, and then towards the mask again, oblivious to Kenshin being outside the door. "It was intended to hide my face from those I knew. Looks like it doesn't have much purpose now--since it got taken off, you know?" He rubbed the top of OJ's head slightly, and then slightly tweaked the kitten's ear. "It's still not completely useless, though." He chuckled wryly. "I mean, I'm not hiding from my problems when I do have it on. I can fight and...stuff. Not like now. I don't know what to do--actually, I don't think I've ever known what to do. Even with that thing on my face...it's not like it ever changes anything. Just...it's always just been a lot of tears and more regret. Maybe a bit of warmth and joy in between? I don't know." The deity's voice started choking up slightly, and he didn't bother to change it.

 "I don't understand why I keep wanting to feel these feelings when I don't need to. Maybe some beings choose to forget just to try to erase the memories? Pain? Hurt? But it's just a cycle, isn't it?" Galaxian sighed, smiling sadly. "But if I choose to get rid of all these memories and feelings, it still makes me no better than what I am already, right? An empty shell?" Ending his monologue to the kitten there, he sighed again softly, crossing his legs.