Thread:GulfstreamTheGardener/@comment-44642068-20200103200039/@comment-44642068-20200106153309

(Felicity hasn't even said anything in a while! Xd Guess everyone doesn't need her to keep on arguing.)

Felicty had gone quiet after Silverskies words. Powerful emotions were building up and she had no ways of expressing them. Guilt, shame, anger. They were all there. She looked up at the bickering deities. ''But if they're not bad then why did everything happen to me? Am I an outlier? Just an unfortunte person caught up in a mess? ''Her mind was racing and she couldn't stop it. She put her hands over her ears and tried to think. ''Everybody loved Gulfstream and was sad when she was gone. Did they overlook what happened to me because of their joy in getting her back? And now that she's gone again, still no one cares. They probably don't even know. But now I'm stuck like this. To powerful to go back. I could give it up. I'd be easier. But then what? No compensation for my pain. No, I need this power. It's all I have left. But is being stuck as one of the things that ignored my pain worth it? What if I become like them? Lose my humanity and become too selfish?! I could hurt so many! What do I do.. ''