Thread:GalaxE/@comment-36159587-20191107004319/@comment-36159587-20191126042802

For the past two days of my life, I have been pondering two things.

One is what am I going to make of myself? And what the heck am I doing right now to make that out of myself? At this rate I'm going to be society jello

Two, how in the world did the SAMBers, like, tolerate my presence. I was so cringey and so defiant towards others--I'm not saying I picked fights, I'm saying I could have started some accidentally--and I was so, like, inexperienced in everything, but still confident.

But they still accepted me, and that astounds me.

I mean, I wasn't in a bad mood like I am now, but I was quite...arrogant? I wasn't very accepting of others' opinions, because it was a place aside from real life where I, in my opinion, could stand up for myself without others changing me.

-Galaxian-