Thread:Rubylavendar1727/@comment-98.225.150.183-20180402195019

You guys are trying to find happiness and joy in all the wrong places. You are trying to find peace, comfort, and true joy in other broken people (real or not real) or in broken animals (real or not real) or in broken potatoes (real or not real).

It just, won’t, work. Believe me, I’ve tried.

Wanna know why people are increasingly depressed there? Why they lose all hope? Why they are cynical and hurt?

It’s because true joy cannot be found there.

And i’ve Tried and tried to convey His true love and joy to you all, but i’ve Failed because i’m Sinfilled as well. I’m just a beggar telling the other beggars where the bread and water of life is and dangit, I fail at that two.

If you all just listened (and if I hopefully convey it correctly), you will realize that His message is not of brimstone and fire, but of finding completeness in knowing and having a deep, truly meaningful relationship with the Creator who knows you better than you know yourself, and loves you better than anyone else could.

HE DIED THE MOST HORRIFIC DEATH FOR US! HOW CAN THAT NOT SHOW TRUE LOVE?!

He is the perfect example of sacrifice and leadership and kindness and compassion and peace and surety and genuiness and compassion and balancing truth and grace and justice and wisdom and love!

He is perfect, He was the one who didn’t deserve anything we did to Him, and yet He accepted it so that He could save us! Save ungrateful, sinful, weak, you and me.

And it’s just...it’s so hard to remember that. It’s so hard to remind myself of that as well. And I still struggle and fall and fail and forget, and I am not always happy and joyful and loving, But He is!

Please! Listen! Only He can fill the hole inside of you! That yawning chasm that cannot be stopped no matter what you stuff into it! I’ve tried to argue intellectually, but now I will simply put it forward.

As much as we want to be independent, we can’t. We need Him-I need Him!

We need Him so badly that we sink into slum holes of depression, anger, fear, and anxiety, self-hate, without Him!

And i’m Not saying everything is chipper once You accept Him into your heart. It will still be a struggle. In fact, it might even be a bit harder, but that’s because You will then have Him to lean on, Him to support you, Him to guide you, Him to pick you up!

Please, please, listen! Jesus Christ can fill that hole inside of you! He died on that Cross to do so!

And I’m not trying to post/say this to “be the right one” or “to be self-righteous” or “to stir up drama” or “to yell at you guys and beat you over the head with the Bible”, and I apologize sincerely if it comes across as that.

I just, I see that you guys are so sad and depressed and anxious and it makes me want to cry because I hate seeing the ones I love in such pain! And I want to convey to you the joy, healing, and peace I have now because of giving my life to Christ!

I am telling you guys this because I just want you to feel the same way! To be filled with joy and peace and surety, and to know that YOU. ARE. LOVED! To know where you are going when you die! To know that someone loves you so fully, so truly, and so powerfully that He died the most horrendous death to save you, and to be with you forever!

I know there are so many things that have dissuaded people Fromm Him, and I understand. But the simple message that touched my heart and saved my soul was that, He lived a perfect life, Died on the Cross to cleanse me of my sins forever, then was raised on the Third day and that because I have repented and believed, I will see Him again, and that anyone can do this as well.

I just...I just wish I could help you guys myself, but He has helped me to realize that I cannot. My joyfulness that I tried to share with you was only a temporary help for the pain.

But He, He is the Doctor, He is the one that can help you guys. I just...I just pray that I put this across the last time in the humblest way I can.

I am sorry if what I said sounded self-righteous or prideful or too crazy, as that wasn’t my intent.

I just told this to you guys because I love you. That’s why I tell others about Him. Because I love them as well. And He loves you, two. Please, listen... 