Thread:BixbiteTheGreat/@comment-34012245-20190705225925/@comment-34012245-20190722043340

I'm really dissapointed and depressed by my inability to stop eating. Like, I know I ate more than enough but I still crave more, even though I'm full.

I'm supposed to be on a doctor-prescribed diet but I just.... can't keep up with it. It's possible that it's my lack of self control, but tbh sugar is pretty much the only.thing keeping my mood up as of late.

Yes, I know I'm overweight. Not exactly fat since it doesn't show a.lot but I'm seriously over the weight limit. The problem is, I think, this:

I get nervous -> I ovreat -> I get depressed because I know I shouldn't be doing that -> I need to eat more because .. I need to forget my worry about eating

And it repeats over and over.

Plus I can never say no to any kind of foods I'm offered. Lately I'm even eating more than my dad and taking stuff out of the kitchen, which would make me the person who consumes most good in my house. It kinda makes me feel bad because I know I'm lesving the others without the normal amount of food.... but I just ca 't stop.

It's driving me crazy and makes me crave a muffin.