Thread:DragonNinja01/@comment-38036641-20190427053057/@comment-38036641-20190610211426

{Please don't read or even comment since I don't want anyone feeling sorry or whatever; this is just a rant for me so please excuse my foul attitude and ignore this.} Lately, I've even begun to wonder why I even bother coming back to this wiki because I'm starting to feel farther from it. Because RPing lately has become a bore for me and I know it's because I don't involve myself in threads but even my RPing itself has become very uncreative. I no longer feel creative or inspired to do anything in RPing even though I want to keep RPing with everyone. But...what's the point in coming up with things or whatever when you know it'll never happen or it's repetitive and just put in a different way? That's all I've ever done with my so-called plots and I'm tired of it. No plot I come up with is fun or creative or even enjoyable for me to do. My OCs are all lousy and not very developed, I'm not really liking any of them right now. I don't even think I'm enjoying myself. I want to take a break, but I also don't want to. I don't even think a break will do me good. I know the reason for my bad mood this whole month but I don't want to admit it or even think on things like that. I guess you could saying I'm pretty much really disliking myself now since hate is too strong of a word. Who knows when I'll feel better. But I know that neither break or staying here will help me.