Thread:Crowsoul50/@comment-33229352-20191104060346/@comment-33229352-20191221062014

Catch me freaking out about a whole 15 second interaction for 6 hours afterwards

I hate people why do they have to make things complicated why are people so emotional I don’t understand why you’re so hurt about the fact I don’t like people touching me it’s literally a personal preference and a comfort thing and I know that some people need physical contact and that’s why I usually don’t say anything and just allow people to hug me or touch my shoulder because maybe they need that contact more than I don’t need it but when I am actually backing away from you and saying “no” that means something. I am at my capacity and do not want you to hug me please don’t guilt me about it oh my god it really isn’t that hard to respect personal boundaries. If you forget once or twice fine I’ll let it slide but if you preface the action with “I know you’re not a hugger but” you are blatantly showing to me that you do not care for my personal comfort in any way. If I can go through the effort of making sure I don’t do things that make you uncomfortable the very least you could do is at least act like you’re trying for me. You are extremely lucky that I do not outwardly express my panic because if you felt the way I feel when you wrap your arms around me out of nowhere because you think the startled noises I make are funny then you would never do it again. Or maybe you would because you have shown me time and time again that my feelings do not matter to you unless you can use me to make yourself feel better. Yes thank you so much for the one time you sat with me when I was having a breakdown and then immediately told your friends how much of a good person you were for doing the bare minimum. Thank you so much for the time I said “please don’t touch me” to one of your friends I didn’t know who went in for a hug and you pulled me aside and said I was being rude. Yeah let me just pause my anxiety real fast so I can allow a whole stranger to physically restrain me