Thread:Enchanteddragons/@comment-32460917-20181015073426

I remembered my family again.

How long as it been? Those three pairs of bright faces, I still remember them. Finding me, out of the blue, neither of us knew what would happen. But I became your big sister from that day on.

Something had to change. Change, something I so desperately want now. There was no future for the four of us, especially with a purpose dyed so darkly like mine.

I thought my death would end it. The change I dreaded had come. Silently, out of ear and sight, I carried out my lonely plan.

I hope I was able to be your happiness, even if you couldn’t be mine.

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In this dream of mine, I’m falling to a ground that never gets any closer. I thought my death would end it. This time, I bled such a beautiful red. But here I am, still dreaming.

Your faces flash again.

I know what I should’ve said instead. Your eyes, they’re beautiful, just the way they are. Even back, then I couldn’t understand. I was such a fool.

In the end, you couldn’t see me. You couldn’t see how my arm grew black, how the rose in my eyes seemed a bit darker.

You could only hear my goodbye as I vanished over the railing.

Looks like I’m falling again today.

-the final page of Chanty’s book 