Thread:Crowsoul50/@comment-33229352-20190304041126/@comment-33229352-20190920011039

I keep realizing things as an afterthought lol

It was heavily implied to me for years that being “gifted” came from innate ability rather than hard work so now I get frustrated when I’m not good at something immediately even when I feel like I should be which furthers my fear of failure because it seems like I do not have enough innate ability

Also I rely on my innate ability to carry me through my academics, which isn’t good at all lol