Thread:GalaxE/@comment-36159587-20191107004319/@comment-36159587-20191203040937

Here to stamp an informal inactivity notice I might not even follow, but I probably should follow it.

I'm just stressed out and I have a lack of self-control hhhh. I'll probably be here when homework's done and all but that's unlikely to be done when I'm on here and I somehow can't enact the fact I know IRL stuff is more important than roleplaying stuff

And this wiki has been frustrating me? I dunno it probably has to do with stress, or the fact I keep conflicting with another individual and I know I'm partially at fault. Initially I'm trying to say I'm being incredibly sucky friend to you all and I've known it for the past,,, month? Months? I'm not happy with myself, and I know the few times I'm unhappy about you all is because of me, not you, mostly.

And the fact that I briefly proofread everything I say un-RP related is saying a lot about my mood, and that it's a problem. Problems don't go unsolved in this department if I can help it.

I might be active in spiffy patterns and then disappear after break for a bit. Dunno if I'm actually going anywhere in break, but I think my activity on this place is a bit too active for me to keep up educationally and healthily, and so if I actually am going somewhere, I'd like to try to keep away a tiny bit, because I don't want to be completely affected negatively if I leave for a week and can't function. So this break is mostly for me. Sorry for being selfish.

I should probably go outside more too, I don't know.

I just haven't been enjoying my time on here like I used to, which means it's probably time for a break. It's hard on a platform I can so easily access, though. And the fact I influence others either way makes it hard for me to focus on anything. In any case, I did disengage myself from most plots, so hopefully, my supposed inactivity won't matter as much.

Am I leaving? No. It's just that I know there are problems and I can't resolve them by leaving. I'm just going to try to live a bit healthier instead of staying by my computer so often and see if I can resolve future problems and conflict in a better way than I have thus far. I've been disappointed in myself. I hope that doesn't stay that way.

That being said, I freaked out leadership with a speech and I'll probably post study stuff on here later

Thank you guys for being my friends, <3 I really really appreciate you and all the support you've given me emotionally. I just want to make sure I can give the same support back and not hurt anyone on the other end

-Galaxian-