Thread:Crowsoul50/@comment-33229352-20190304041126/@comment-33229352-20190818074506

Me: sad

Me:*listens to sad music*

Me: *now more sad*

Me: Gee I wonder why I'm in such a bad mood

On another note, I really miss camp. I miss being able to go on walks at three in the morning when I'm unable to sleep. I miss being with people I trust. I miss the easy camaraderie I had. I miss the people, well, most of them at least. I hate living so far from them. I see posts of them hanging out in the off season. Some of them go to the same schools. I wish I had that. But I guess I did that to myself when I decided to work somewhere that was two hours away. My mental health always tanks the first couple weeks after the season ends. I call it my post camp depression. It's never been this bad though. The only thing I can really do is text people but my social anxiety makes it hard for me to initiate the conversation. Guess I just gotta suck it up