Thread:YingHe/@comment-36159587-20190820012144/@comment-36159587-20191110012037

Galaxian's extremely complicated for me to figure out lol, it's like figuring myself out.

So far, I do get that he isn't the way he seems. For instance, he acts confident, but really, he isn't. He's easy to put down, even if one isn't intending to, and especially if the one putting him down is a close one. He's easily offended, very emotionally sensitive, even though he doesn't get what emotions are at times. He's seen enough bad in the world to assume that a lot is bad, but he also wants to delete some of the bad, which leads to his only confidence--in his powers/abilities.

Galaxian knows that, as a deity, he's overpowered. Just like me with my only confidence being in my considerable intelligence as a human being, Galaxian's confidence lies in his abilities to change something according to his will. He's invulnerable in that way, as opposed to everything else he is vulnerable to.

Did I add how detrimental all the genocides we all set up is detrimental to his self-confidence? Galaxian does give back to society, unlike most of the other deities apparently lol. He works in society, he solves crimes, and he tries to negotiate and prevent wars going on between mortals. All of this behind the scenes, of course.

Galaxian, however, does not understand that human nature leads to failures, and even he can fail. Each failure is a personal put-down for him. A war erupts; his self-confidence goes down a bit. Someone dies; he feels worse.

So, at this point, I'm happy to announce that his self-confidence is pretty much flawed, which is why there needs to be someone who can help with that. Why he needs a parental figure of sorts to support him.

But, at the same time, they aren't parental, because GalaxE's so independent. He's always off on his own, trying to figure the world out, even though he can't really do so. He usually tries to figure it out by involving himself, which of course usually means abilities. He needs to go around the world, so he teleports a lot. He's seen a lot of Forengard, and likely beyond it too. He sometimes helps someone, and that always makes him happy, because he's at the point where he believes he can't help anymore.

So, if he didn't have his abilities to go out and help that occasional person/people...what would he be?

Nothing, or so he believes.

Which is...partially why I try not to reveal him to physical harm, and why he's OP. Because if he were to be harmed so much, physically, he wouldn't have a meaning for existence, because he's existed to help people. If he can't even protect himself physically, how is he to help others?

-Galaxian-