Thread:Crowsoul50/@comment-33229352-20190304041126/@comment-33229352-20190523050352

Hi welcome to Ishmael's Outpouring Of Feelings, also known as OOF

Me, filling out paperwork for camp and getting pumped even though it's just tax information and staff week isn't until June 5th? More likely than you think

I hope you're all ready to see me become a bumbling buffoon once camp season starts and I am Physically Unable to talk about anything else because hooo boy I promise you I will have stories to tell

I get paid to run around in the woods and force children to hear me talk at length about nature? Amazing. Being arguably happier for eight weeks than I will ever be the rest of the year? Superb. My This Is A Necessary Thing And I Have To Do It Regardless Of My Feelings anxiety override being on 24/7 for two months, giving me the ability to do a bunch of stupid stuff I would never normally do and the 'chuck it in the Fuck It Bucket and move on' kind of confidence that I need to thrive? Iconic. Being surrounded by people who value me as a person and are genuinely happy to see me? Priceless. Will I get embroiled in drama and be the only voice of reason? Probably, we're all a bunch of hormone-laden teenagers trying to act like adults. Will I get bitten by a snake? Hopefully not because I've got a two year streak going and I don't want to lose it. Ashfkaldjfh y'all don't even know the half of it, nothing on this earth will make me go buck wild like talking about camp

I'm like a dog hearing the word 'walk' right now lmao