Thread:YingHe/@comment-36159587-20190908003152/@comment-36159587-20190922170654

I couldn't relax even if I feel like it (which I do); 12-3 float meeting today and I just came on here to try to get ahold of myself and,,, stuff

It was really just a huge combination of stress and frustration, at most of the leadership and the leadership teacher. It might seem confusing to you all but here I go with a rant

Starting off, I don't think a person can be expected to know everything the moment they get to it. It's the first time I've worked on a wall and like the first time I've spent so much time cutting paper, using a projector, and standing on a ladder for like all of the time

For one they didn't allow us to drink water (even though my water bottle was right there) or use the restroom (even though that was right down the hall), and we had to eat lunch at 16:30 (4:30 P.M.). I can eat lunch that late when I'm lazy, at home, and ate breakfast at like 9:00 in the morning, but those were none of the cases yesterday. I was tired, hungry, parched--

And annoyed. The school didn't have enough supplies and we all were working on the same type of project at the same time, which really required the same types of supplies. And if we happened to be using a supply and couldn't give it when someone asked for it, we'd get a glare/dirty look/rude remark. Well, "we" as in my teammate and I. There were supposed to be 3 people on each wall and we only had two people. There was a long period without a projector for the design to pop out to the wall and hhh I had to freehand stuff. Anyways I'm annoyed with all of my class except for my partner, and the sophomore class, and I have to see all of my class today for that hecking meeting

That aside, people were supposed to help when they got done with their walls (they finished 3 hours ahead), instead they walked around, gossiped, gave more dirty looks, fooled around (and ruined more of my work than I can count), and basically said we were slacking off. But without a projector for the hecking wall it's really hard to freehand stuff for the proportioning of everything we were trying to do.

Anyhow, here's the most annoying part, which essentially combined my stress for finishing the wall and getting ticked off by other peeps

While we didn't have the projector I was using the 3 hours for making white fluffies for the clouds (at this point I don't really care if I give so many details you all can figure out my school), and corresponding, my partner was hot-gluing them to the wall background. They kept falling off so she was annoyed (and it consumed a lot of time), I was bored by the repetitiveness of making fluffies (super time-consuming too).

2 hours off from the finishing of this entire ordeal, the sophomores decided to """inform""" us that they """called dibs""" on clouds, we couldn't use them, and we needed to take them off. Yessir, they had all summer and three months to tell us about that before walls and 'course they had to do it after we used three hours on making those clouds in question and had only two hours to hecking finish everything. And after we had superglued them to the wall and tearing them off meant another 2 hours of making new fluffies for non-clouds to cover the huge tear up.

Then of course the rest of the slacking freshmen class (who've been slacking off for the past 4 hours) come down and start yelling at us, even though they haven't contributed to the wall at all.

At this point I storm off to find the teacher and try to negotiate. I tell her about all of this and she says a bunch of stuff I don't bother recalling and that I'm not listening to her when clearly she's not listening to what I'm saying at all

She says they talked about the dibs for five minutes three hecking months ago at a meeting I couldn't attend. And guess what ticked me off? Eight hours ago, when we were making the clouds, I asked her if putting up white clouds was okay. And she said it was fine. That's clearly a huge issue: 1) No one can hecking communicate, 2) Either she didn't know in the first place or she just let us waste all that time, which I've evaluated to be her letting us waste all that time because haha it's not her time.

She said I clearly cared about the competition but I don't care about the stupid hecking competition, I just wanted to get it done and I care about why we had to waste our time for a stupid thing like dibs. Since when would someone call "dibs" on clouds? Excuse me, but clouds are in the sky and hecking what do you expect to be in the sky other than clouds and the sun and hecking how will adding clouds limit creativity 

Anyways I might not have explained this correctly but I mentally broke down because of frustration of everything. People being jerks to each other even while trying to work towards the same goal, not even trying to understand each other, not listening and blaming it on others, wasting everyone's time and thinking it's okay

-Galaxian-