Thread:DragonNinja01/@comment-38036641-20190427053057/@comment-38036641-20190817183715

Now I'm trying not to cry. So my family had planned to go to CO as a family reunion since my brother and his wife are there, and my older sisters in TX would be going up there.

My parents had canceled because of school, A/C problems, and finance. But.....my parents are willing and are fine with my going to CO to spend time with my older siblings since they think it'll be good for me. They're basically doing this as a gift for me since they know how much I miss my older siblings.

I....I really don't know what to say. I don't want them to do this because we need to save money but they said it's fine and that it'll be good for me.

I mean....I'd love to spend quality time with them, it's just that....I don't want them to spend their money on me since there's already enough money problems we have. I was fine with not going and now.....I don't know what to say or even think.

This beginning stage of crying just thinking about this situation is not helping since my eyes feel puffy from last night tears {even though they don't look like it according to my dad}; I had a rough night.