Thread:YingHe/@comment-36433141-20190510005110/@comment-36159587-20190829045454

Yeah it makes sense! I hope this part doesn't seem like me trying to make excuses but let's see my reasons and maybe you could give more feedback? I really love the feedback by the way, it gives me a chance to voice my thoughts since I do take a bit of pride in my development of characters.

He does smirk a lot, and it used to be that it was only towards his enemies. In his first form I said he's always confident of himself, and independent, but with his relationships I grew to realize that when he's with a figure he considers "superior", he becomes more reliant, which is like the downside of loyalty as I see it. So, his confidence can be either implied or real, and as of late it's been a lie, pretty much. I like using descriptions and emotions and as they don't "grimace", "frown", "pout", "smirk", "smile", et cetera at the same time, I tend to like to make my OCs confident, whether they always feel that way or not. Personal experience reference, I guess, since IRL me is always smiling or smirking even when I'm not necessarily happy or sure of myself, something GGaD!Galaxian inherited.

For powers, I wouldn't say I disagree, but I would have to semi-disagree xD, because as I've been trying out with Hitan in a thread with Gevar, continually talking while not doing anything just isn't any of my OCs' nature, and if he has powers while something dangerous is happening, what would it make him? Slow-acting, like he sees GGaD!Time (his opinion, not necessarily mine lol), and he's not the type to act slowly. He's all about speed.

Correlating to this speed part, he's friends with Fallon, the goddess of assassins, and mainly how he got tangled up with the assassin business is his time spying towards Alexander and Kokumajutsu, which I don't know if you know about. If you don't, well, I'm going to give a quick summary.

Alexander was the god of assassins, and Galaxian, being the life god at the time too, knew that assassins have this way of tracking life presences. He decided that he needed to mask this part of himself so he wouldn't get discovered and killed by Alexander/Kokumajutsu, and so the best way was to, well, become an assassin, especially since he was impersonating as Whyatt, an assassin working under Alexander. So, simply, he became an assassin to impersonate correctly as well as be the best spy he could be at the time, and he did play a big role in capturing and defeating Alexander's forces because of this. I hope this explains the training he did as an assassin, also connected to his values to speed.

Akuma commented on him killing innocents because, in this time, he had to kill people from Alexander's order, though he didn't want to, and this spying ordeal really did scar him a lot, which is like the first stage of angst, if that makes sense. I think you might also not know some parts of the plot, which might be why everything's muddled?

Galaxian started off as the deity you described, basically. But I came to see (because I share the same philosophy as his) that people just sometimes want to fight, and only self-defending won't stop them. So, it came down to him fighting only for defense and protecting those he cares about. For instance, he attacked Kokumajutsu, who possessed Kenshin (his sensei, you probably know this). He also attacked Daxtrus, who was controlling innocent animals to hurt innocents. From this example, it's representing his newer philosophy of fighting to protect, which might not be the best perspective for him to adapt, but one he adapted nonetheless, due to all the fighting he had to be exposed to, through his relationships with Kenshin, and then all the conflicts the deities were/are going through. Essentially, he prefers not to fight, but will do it if necessary--fighting for peace, he calls it, though he knows he's hypocritical, and essentially is just hoping for the best. Because, after all, he's a naive deity who doesn't know what to make of his world.

Also, another component for me deciding his newer perspective was because in RPing, literally no one will have their OC yield to peace-talking. It gets boring after a bit, and makes me seem inexperienced, which I am, but talking from experience now, it makes sense to have action. If I ever do "release" the stories with GGaD!Galaxian and my own characters, because of this reason, you'll see him negotiating a lot more (as long as it's not within this current time frame), and trying not to fight, something I find difficult to reinforce in RPing, if you get what I mean.

The battle experience part is his...well, memory, in a way. Everything he knows now is from an unknown source. It doesn't come that much from his present life. And as I mentioned in the last paragraph, he'd probably be able to do that, but us RPers are so darn stubborn, and no OCs seem to listen to peace-talking, so I put it in stories and put action in RPing.

If you stalk that thread with Hitan and Gevar, then you can see me trying to reinforce no-fighting and peace from Hitan's POV. Again, no success, and I doubt there's going to be any success, which is why I shied away from it with GGaD!Galaxian, because I learned in my first days of RPing that no one likes a boring peace person who only negotiates, at least in this action-filled world, GGaD.

Galaxian has a lot of contrasting/random personality in his normal personality, and that goes with each of his split personalities.

I hope I made at least some sense, lol.

-Galaxian-