Thread:YingHe/@comment-36159587-20190820012144/@comment-36159587-20191018205445

I think I've figured out how I'm going to do ships.

People aren't perfect, so I'm just going to let my OC(s) roll with it. If relationships don't work out, then I guess it'll be realistic xD

I just don't want something like what happened to Kene to happen to my characters; it was so fluffy at first and the angst was ignored, until the angst piled up and everyone got too much of a dose of that, just because they chose to not acknowledge it.

OCs have faults and preferences like real people, and sometimes those faults can't be headed, and that really makes a relationship a catastrophe, I think.

Of all my characters, Tensei and Hitan are the only two in an active ship. I don't worry too much about Tensei because haha he's undeveloped and lacks morals, and he seems to get along with Krystine really well

Hitan? He's undeveloped and his morals are just a big hhhh

Specter always mentions him as being serious and tbh I don't really want him to be seen that way. He's kind of like Rai though--very secretive, not wanting to get hurt, not wanting to hurt unless absolutely necessary.

He's an angel, but he's not Lawful Good. He's a vigilante, for one, so he definitely doesn't go completely by law.

But seeing him lecture Helen pretty much gives a window to that stern nature of his when it comes to moral values, and I'm sure that any relationship having to do with him needs cognition and understanding on some part with his morals, which are to never pass the boundaries unless absolutely needed.

Which basically means: He'll kill when needed, hurt when needed, fight when needed, hide himself when needed, but be kind the rest of the time.

Hitan's kindness is ambiguous and open to interpretation. (Which means lack of development hehe.) He's clearly very open to children and willing to listen to them; he maintains quiet and cordial distance from most; he steps in and doesn't rebuke those who have wronged, even If the opponent is trying to kill him; yet, he's shown a willingness to be close to others by his instincts, and I do think he really cares for Helen, even if his romantic interest part is still open for interpretation.

I think it's that same care that leads to him being harsh at times, trying to make sure that she listens so, in his opinion, she'll be hurt less. Because Hitan's philosophy? The world is a cruel one, and it'll be against you more times than it'll be with. He's expressed frustrations towards the law in his mind, specifically it's relative inefficiency, in his opinion. Nonetheless, he recognizes that law must exist. In a way, this implies that he believes countermeasures that hurt must be enforced in order to achieve a balance.

Which leads to all the questions that I really need to answer in order to really flesh Hitan out--

What limits are those countermeasures he's planning to take, and just how far will he go?

How much does he limit himself when it comes to caring about others? What does his angelic parts, mentally and physically, have an impact on his actions?

How has he changed since his first life to his second? Is it noticeable, or does he keep those changes to himself, in his mind? Does he know of these changes?

How susceptible is he to change, both external and internal? How does he truly think about it/react? Does he ignore it?

What is his own self-identity? Goals? Motives? Understanding of emotions/thought process?

Does he harbor negative feelings, and if so, how does he deal with them?

Is he afraid of death? Does he know the true extent behind his being, and the importance he holds?

How does he remember those close to him?

Last but not least, does his smile hide more than even I anticipated?

-Galaxian-