Thread:YingHe/@comment-36159587-20190627224346/@comment-36159587-20190628230837

Apologies for my bad mood lately.

It's really been...like, a sleep issue, I guess? I've been getting to bed pretty early (yes, midnight counts as early for me), but I haven't been getting much sleep, because I get really bad nightmares, and it's been going on for...a year and a half? Nightmares for me are always full of violence and death, and seeing as I'm someone who hates those things...well...

Fantasy violence and death are a bit better, which was what they had been for a while, but this past month has been just...like, real life stuff. Guns, and with actual blood. It's been getting on my nerves, but I can't get how to stop having those nightmares and stuff. So, I always end up waking up in the middle of the night, waking up late, and being cranky. Some of you have probably seen that bad mood on me. It's a bit better through posts, where I actually stop and think, but on chat...big no-no.

Jealousy is getting the best of me lately...if I've ever had the "best" on me, ever.

This isn't really an excuse for why I'm a jerk sometimes. Just a plausible reason as to why I act the way I do sometimes.

-Galaxian-