Thread:YingHe/@comment-36159587-20191004051220/@comment-36159587-20191027222222

Never want to do anything? Nah, I don't even want to go to sleep at times, I have so much stuff to do.

Not everything's a waste of time. Certain homework assignments are a waste of time, though, and I get fed up with people who try to pick a fight with me. Then again, that's pretty normal.

High school's the time of existential crisis for me, whereas my self-confidence has depleted considerably, and I don't know what my future looks like.

I don't think of myself as depressed; I think of myself as depressing, if anything. I'm actually pretty happy on a normal basis. I just love depressing things.

I don't like when others are depressed, though. I've walked three people down to the Counselors' because they said stuff about having suicidal urges. One of them was cutting themself, and I walked/dragged/ran them down to the nurse. That situation was a bit,,, well, it was really stressful.

I'm optimistic for others and pessimistic-realistic for myself. The pessimism-realism goes for all OCs and characters, though I usually wish them the best.

Sorry, no one asked for this long post, lol.

-Galaxian-