Thread:YingHe/@comment-36159587-20190820012144/@comment-36159587-20190831205119

Points of focus


 * His interpretation of loyalty, his own values


 * More on his contradicting personality


 * His changed viewpoint(?) on fighting


 * His lack of understanding on emotional feelings, and how it impacts him, etc.


 * Probably more behind his feelings of angst/motives


 * Mention confidence again from his first form


 * His hiding of emotions that he does have, mostly because he doesn't understand them, e.g. through smirking/smiling when he doesn't actually have that confidence/happiness


 * Current status that may carry on to his actual personality? Consequences to him, I guess, e.g. feeling useless, lack of caring for himself


 * In his first form I said he's always confident of himself, and independent, but with his relationships I grew to realize that when he's with a figure he considers "superior", he becomes more reliant, which is like the downside of loyalty as I see it. So, his confidence can be either implied or real, and as of late it's been a lie, pretty much. Mention this.


 * Galaxian's a person of action, which is why he uses his powers a lot and takes action quickly, but it's still held that he won't kill anyone, if he can help it. Unlike his first form, however, he won't hesitate to go on the offense against enemies, and he does try to negotiate, though as I mentioned with Time, he mostly does this in stories rather than RPing, because everyone's so darn stubborn and unrelenting; why should he be? He really values speed and making change.


 * Continually talking while not doing anything just isn't any of my OCs' nature, and if he has powers while something dangerous is happening, what would it make him? Slow-acting, like he sees GGaD!Time (his opinion, not necessarily mine lol), and he's not the type to act slowly. He's all about speed.


 * He's an assassin, but only trained, not really acting out the part really. It was because he befriended Fallon, a goddess of assassins, and mainly the entire event chain of spying on Alexander and Kokumajutsu, where he impersonated as an assassin, Whyatt. He changes to fit the situation, or world, or time. This was the situation at the time. He was/is the life god at the time too, knowing that assassins track life presences, and so training as an assassin himself was to improve his masking of his life presence, which has now carried over to his life presence almost constantly being masked nowadays, even without his conscious decisions making it so. So, simply, he became an assassin to impersonate correctly as well as be the best spy he could be at the time, and he did play a big role in capturing and defeating Alexander's forces because of this.


 * Galaxian isn't completely innocent, because of his roles in the GGaD world. Akuma commented on him killing innocents; it has been headcanoned that he did have to assassinate while impersonating Whyatt. He had to kill people from Alexander's order, though he didn't want to, and this spying ordeal really did scar him a lot, which is like the first stage of angst, if that makes sense. All the parts of plot came together to make GalaxE whom he is today.


 * Galaxian started off as the deity Time described, basically. But I came to see (because I share the same philosophy as his) that people just sometimes want to fight, and only self-defending won't stop them. So, it came down to him fighting only for defense and protecting those he cares about. For instance, he attacked Kokumajutsu, who possessed Kenshin (his sensei, you probably know this). He also attacked Daxtrus, who was controlling innocent animals to hurt innocents. From this example, it's representing his newer philosophy of fighting to protect, which might not be the best perspective for him to adapt, but one he adapted nonetheless, due to all the fighting he had to be exposed to, through his relationships with Kenshin, and then all the conflicts the deities were/are going through. Essentially, he prefers not to fight, but will do it if necessary--fighting for peace, he calls it, though he knows he's hypocritical, and essentially is just hoping for the best. Because, after all, he's a naive deity who doesn't know what to make of his world.


 * Also, another component for me deciding his newer perspective was because in RPing, literally no one will have their OC yield to peace-talking. It gets boring after a bit, and makes me seem inexperienced, which I am, but talking from experience now, it makes sense to have action. If I ever do "release" the stories with GGaD!Galaxian and my own characters, because of this reason, you'll see him negotiating a lot more (as long as it's not within this current time frame), and trying not to fight, something I find difficult to reinforce in RPing, if you get what I mean.


 * The battle experience part is his...well, memory, in a way. Everything he knows now is from an unknown source. It doesn't come that much from his present life. And as I mentioned in the last paragraph, he'd probably be able to do that, but us RPers are so darn stubborn, and no OCs seem to listen to peace-talking, so I put it in stories and put action in RPing. I shied away from it with GGaD!Galaxian, because I learned in my first days of RPing that no one likes a boring peace person who only negotiates, at least in this action-filled world, GGaD.


 * Galaxian has a lot of contrasting/random personality in his normal personality, and that goes with each of his split personalities.

-Galaxian-