Thread:BixbiteTheGreat/@comment-34012245-20190410142028/@comment-34012245-20190630022518

Speaking of tears sometimes I wonder if I' that "Smiling outside Hurting inside" trope???

My mood swings are very violent but I can somehow still grin and act happy/hyper through them all??? Which means that if i go into a really bad mood and mope around then I'm reaching a breaking point. People online and offline rarely seem to get other emotions than happiness from me tho, and that's a good thing!

Funny thing is that my mood swings are caused by overthinking possibilities and what-ifs. There are weird things that trigger my anxiety too?? And that makes me practically go crazy

The best way of venting for me is to laugh a lot, draw good stuff, and punch/stab things.

Problem is that when i can't vrnt for a long time I literally start acting insane 0_0 like literally it gets hard to restrain my maniatic grin and heavy/fast breathing so yeah I probably look deranged